November 23, 2006
All of you have not managed to disappoint me; just disheartened me.
You know, when someone, anyone tells you something is too good to be true, believe it. It probably is.
xxx
You know, what they say about what didn't kill you can only make you stronger? Try to believe it just once. And if what you wish would just kill you didn't kill you again, do not ever believe that it is supposed to make you stronger. It only shows the more you age, the more difficult it is to die.
You know, how they say, you gotta live even better to prove to your x-gf/bf what they're missing out on? Don't believe that. They are lying. You live better (or at least, try) simply because there's more time to yourself (which is a double-edged sword), one less person to spend your paycheck on, one less person to feel and be responsible to, more recklessness. Caution, recklessness can cause early death.
And then, you would have realised no matter how we live, we live to die.
But between now and then, live. For the sake of the people who didn't stop loving you; who disappointed you sometimes, but never disheartened you; who walked in with a candle (and merely put the lighter in your hands) when the light went out; who replayed laughter when you failed to hear.
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 21:45